[Sat Nov 21 2009 06:26:26 PM] toastpika: FUCK YOU LOL

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:24:26 PM] toastpika: mice?
[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:24:29 PM] toastpika: ..rats?
[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:24:29 PM] toastpika: o-o
[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:24:30 PM] raven7590:

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:24:47 PM] toastpika: define terms plz ;w;
[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:24:55 PM] raven7590:

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:24:58 PM] raven7590:

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:25:01 PM] raven7590:

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:25:10 PM] toastpika: what's a mice ;w;
[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:25:14 PM] toastpika: rats?
[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:25:15 PM] toastpika: LOL
[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:25:14 PM] raven7590:

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:25:16 PM] raven7590:

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:25:24 PM] raven7590:

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:25:25 PM] toastpika: OHH
[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:25:26 PM] raven7590:

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:25:29 PM] toastpika: LOOOL
[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:25:29 PM] raven7590:

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:25:34 PM] toastpika: SHUT UP LOL
[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:25:37 PM] raven7590:

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:25:42 PM] raven7590:

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:25:45 PM] raven7590:

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:38:18 PM] raven7590:

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:38:22 PM] raven7590:

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:39:47 PM] toastpika: okay<3
[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:46:45 PM] raven7590:

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:46:47 PM] raven7590:

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:50:15 PM] raven7590:

[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:50:25 PM] toastpika: SHUT UP LOL
[Sun Nov 22 2009 08:50:32 PM] toastpika: i was washing the dishes

(´；ω；`) I'm sorrrrryyyy guys! I can't seem to get back into the blogging days .. I'll try again, since the holidays are coming up .
At the moment, it is 11:21 AM, on a cold.. cloudy day of the date; November 21, 2009. .. It seems like time is moving so fast, and not slow enough for me to enjoy it from the homework and the studying.

one more chance;

Last night, I found my secretz diary that I used to write in 8th grade. Though, it only has one entry. I remember how in 8th grade, I was paraonoid about forgetting my childhood, from the hardships to the care - free times I had with my friends. Or how I thought some things were hard, and that I wouldn't remember how hard it was when I'd get older. I look back at this, and realize how much of it was true. The way I think, is always ahead. I never seem to turn back to anything, unless I want to ponder on it .. or remember how nice it was. I don't ever give a second thought about the things that were hard, I think of it as, " this will be over soon, " and forget about it later. As I get older, will I remember my classmates? All of them? As good as I can now, as I can remember them by their faces, by their personalities, by their voices? Will I remember the classes I took, the teachers I've had? Will I remember how the schools looked, felt, and sounded? Even now, when I visit my elementary school, I can't feel the same way I've felt before when I attended it. But, the memory of sitting in an awkward chair of a small desk, the memory of learning, the feel of the clasroom.. is all distant in my mind. It's faint .. but it's something. To realize something like this, as young as 8th grade is amazing to me, as to others, they don't realize that, you can't go back to school until they've graduated college. As I read my first entry, I was a little surprised by my handwriting.. and only 1 year has passed. Imagine, imagine if I kept this diary for about.. 10 years, and how much it would change 'till then?
I'd be more than happy to show you my diary entry on here... but because I wrote some things that are personal, I'll paraphrase it.
Basically.. when I was still a meek little 8th grader LOL, I asked questions in that entry..
" How old are you now, Alyson?" "How did you find this diary?" "Do you remember what you wanted to be? A doctor?" Haha, I sounded so perky.
Mario .. in games such as these, you can gain lives. And when you lose one, you know why. Whether it was because a monster ate you at a certain point or your fell. You learn from your mistakes.
Now, let's apply that to life. You've only got one. From living one life, would you understand at the end that you spent it wisely?
Or is it something that you'd naturally know?
How would you know? These are the questions that run through my mind..